It's Over

It's funny, when people talk about their stories. Especially really bad ones, or nightmares. You never really think it's going to happen to you, because you can't see change before it happens.

But then sometimes it does happen to you. And you wished you would've listened more to others stories.

False Friends. I'd never even knew what that meant, when I was little. Friends are so low drama, friendships are so easy to maintain, what in the world would a false friend be? That was how I always thought. So I never really paid attention when people told me to beware of false friends, because I didn't even think such things could even exist.

And then, of course, life gave me two false friends, who really really hurt me. Probably cried more in the last year, then I did in my whole life. Life's funny that way, isn't it? Life is also funny, in the sense that it also gave me so many wonderful friends that I didn't take notice of. So many really wonderful people that I sometimes take for granted, and I wish I didn't. I really do love them so much, especially the two whom I can honestly say are two of the best friends anyone could ever ask for.

Life definitely throws trials at us. And Sometimes it seems unbearable, but if I've learned anything, it's this: There is always something good. Even when the whole world comes crashing down, or when your heart is torn to shreds, God doesn't leave us alone. He gives us good friends. He gives us family. And he gives us music and light.

I wish I would've listened to others stories, maybe this would've been easier. But maybe I learned something, alone. Maybe because I didn't know how to deal with it, I had to learn. I learned what a real friend is. And most of all, I learned that there is always some light, even in the most intense darkness. And I learned how to Shine it. :)

Oh, and I learned how to bring sexy back.... yeah!

Thank you, Malay.