Ain't So Hard to Recognize, These Things are Clear to All From Time to Time

Confused.
Remembering all the times I cried
I felt hopeless
I felt sick
I hid away
For a Long time
I never felt happy.

That's gone now
But your still here
But you caused it
But you caused smiles...before
And do you deserve me here?
Depends.

Depends on you
Depends on if you stay
Depends on if you will tell me how you feel
And not assume I know
Depends on if I can trust you again
I fear my nightmares
They still haunt me.
Everytime I close my eyes

I won't turn around
For fear of when I come back around
You'll be gone
Should we live like that?
No.
Maybe I deserve better?
Maybe.
Depends.